happy new year, darling. I found myself walking around in the dark wondering how I got there. There was no light, not any shimmer or bread crumbs to make me find a way out there. It's a long and winding road back to any kind of safe place where I feel happy. Yet I'm comfortable and free in the dark since at least I'm not chained to the shackles of land of no sun. It's going to be dark for a while, metaphorically and also literally since I'm working nights until next weekend. I'll see you on the other side. Think of me.